Twisted mind, twisted word, twisted me. Where my mind have been heading this time? Nowhere i guessed. Lost in faith, lost sight in me, lost in what I've desire, lost everything. I keep peace in my heart, to face the fact, the reality of what exactly have been written. I'll find my way to walk away this time, i will, for the sake of my own soul.
If you thought of friendzoned is sucks and cause of the pain then i rather choose to not being friend with you. You know i know you are hurting or anything near depression but i just didn't meant to. You told me myself that you wouldn't mind if this didn't work. You picked her over me like you said as in sarcasm way that i'm just the second choice. And i am not being that second choice no more when i met someone i love. Someone who really loves me. And as far as i know you only said the word love and i didn't know if you mean it dude. Okay not going to blame you. Its my fault and i am sorry and i can't be friend with you for now or didn't know for how long.
I MISS THE FUCKING PARKWAY DRIVE
It was the most awesomest band i've ever seen. The awesomest me when being with parkway. I've got bruises at my fucking face cause i fell from the stage when they are playing Carrion. It was worse kot picture lying. Bruises everywhere. And i miss you guys fucking hell miss.
And again i'm dreaming of someone that i've gifted from God. He is holding my hand tightly. And i believe him in every soul that i had left. I feel something that we are meant to be. And it must be some kind of God listens to my prayer because i pray to God that stop meeting me with any guys accept my jodoh. i believe in You Allah because i know You would give me the best person of my entire life, the one that i've dream of.
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