If you thought of friendzoned is sucks and cause of the pain then i rather choose to not being friend with you. You know i know you are hurting or anything near depression but i just didn't meant to. You told me myself that you wouldn't mind if  this didn't work. You picked her over me like you said as in sarcasm way that i'm just the second choice. And i am not being that second choice no more when i met someone  i love. Someone who really loves me. And as far as i know you only said the word love and i didn't know if you mean it dude. Okay not going to blame you. Its my fault and i am sorry and i can't be friend with you for now or didn't know for how long.