Malaya

Maybe i am never change, never not being myself. Maybe it is just you that doesnt know me well. You know how hard i swollen every single details of what you did to me. I take it and i keep it inside and remain silent. You know how long i take every single guts that i have to tell you how i feel towards you since we know each other. You know how envy i am when you ignoring me but you can chat, can talk with other women. You know how i feel the loneliness. You know how much i love you and keep telling myself that i am born for you, we are meant for each other while the fact that you keep deny it. You know how hard is when my friends keep telling me to stop hoping and waiting for you, while im just nodding and act nothing. You know what does it feel that every single of my day i am waiting something for you, your text, your call. Stop blaming me to play around with your friends, if u realized that i just need your attention. Do you see me? I am always right beside you but you keep ignoring me. I tried to win your heart, but you just doesnt want me. Kau busy dgn bola kau, tak pernah aku kesah. Bila kau moody kau marah layan aku kasar, aku tahan je. Kau takkan faham apa aku rasa, stop salah kan aku. I think enough is enough. You have decided to not being with me with this ignoring thingy. Aku terasa kau buat bodoh je dgn aku. So long and goodbye