I never felt so much accomplished such as today. i just put a tears and smile on my parents face. nothing to brag off. i dont. i just proud of myself. how i hate the kids at my school, what a sucks. i hate them i just hate, hate is a strong word. i hate so much especially the boys, how the are mocking about my boobs, how fucking retarded they are, a ladykiller, they are a fucking motherfucker , a fuckery bullshits mind they have. i just hate them. they were fucking fucktard! ohh no word to describe how i hate them. but i take that as a motivation. and i did it! even though its just alaa, budak chinese lagi hebat kot. well to me with this results is my victory. i just win some kind of battle. what really mean to me is, when my mom and dad they were like jumping and hugging and kiss me. thats the moment. guys thats the moment. the moment i have been dreamed of. haha i am the most pemberi masalah in my family. so Alhamdulillah. terima kasih Ya Allah :)