my feeling its just

unbalanced.i just lost.what should i do? what decision should i make? so many things inside here. too many questions that didnt have any answer at all.nothing in explanation.too terrified to have another step but im blissful.im welcoming the new life of mine.welcoming my new love maybe.everything would be new.distinct in the way i speak, think, friends.i hate changes.but its life we are fucking have to go with the flow.world im ready for ya!